I am an alum and I desperately wish that I could be like the rest of my alumni friends who don't give a crap about the team unless they are winning.
I'm trying every day to take my heart our of this.
Honestly, the only reason I watch the games at this point is to see Rysheed's development.
But this is a worse feeling than back in 1994 when we brought in Felipe, Zendon and Tarik. It is much worse.
Reason being, we didn't have a pompous loudmouth coach who loved being on camera and talking up a bunch of nonsense. The expectations back then were much higher because we had the best player in the nation AND Felipe and Zandon were local kids so there was that attachment to them.
But this "Lavin regime" is magnified because he is trying to Sell you a Lamborghini where we can all see that it is a lemon.
Never again should we hire a coach that does not have NY roots.
Lavin's cool, hands-off approach can work in Hollywood but it won't fly over here. He doesn't understand the NY attitude, hustle and desperation. NYers are hard to impress. No one is going to stop because you step into a room and that's the part that Mr. Soho doesn't get. Save the hair gel. We need someone who wants to get his fingernails dirty.
So I hope to post much less and less as we get closer to Febru...err...I mean March. And I will start to purposely not tune in to more and more games since the Leader of the team said don't bother because you won't see the best product until the last month of the season.
Yeah, "it's fluid".
As an alum, long time supporter & season ticket holder, I sadly concur.
I talked up about this team before this season started.
Then everyone I know told me: "oh but every year we always hear it`s this year, and what always happens?"
This year I responded with : "no this is the year that we are back. We are not young this year, with lots of juniors, we are getting a 25 year old man that is a NBA prospect (all the experts said so), we`re getting a 5star pg recruit. Trust we are gonna be top3 in the B.E.
If not this year then never.
So right now it feels like a few slaps to the face while being laughed at while everyone says to me WELL WTF HAPPENED?
Only thing I could do is turn my face away and walk away.
I`m an idiot for saying to myself that this has just has to be the year. Well I guess it isn`t the year huh.
In each game i`d yell and go nuts because i`m so intense during sju games but I was calm in the last 5minutes just shaking my head which is telling me that maybe i`m starting not to care.
Then I read Lavins quote saying: "Our goal is to win in March.
So if Lavin doesn`t care about winning now, then why wtf am I caring so much that I get so intense that I start getting pain.
It`s not worth putting my heart into these games anymore.
I`ll still put the games on every now and then and read these posts and maybe post myself every now and then but not like how i am now.
Could I hope for a new coach next year that wants to win in every month and not just in march or yeah I know, I`d most likely be dreaming. What if the donaters all went into SJU at the same time and showed unity and demand that a coaching change happen and get someone who cares to win EVERY DAMN MONTH AND NOT JUST NONE.
They wouldn`t tell the donaters no right? Isn`t repoli a die hard fan and loves sju so I bet this pains him.
Guess I`m dreaming but I could dream right?